Tuesday, March 27, 2012

2012 and trying again

So far so good...well almost.
Between 2008 my last post and now - lot has been developing. I discovered I love travelling beyond anything else with Berlin being my top favourite city followed closely by Amsterdam and Rome. I am willing to make a deal with the dark side if I could travel 365 days a week.
I am in a good job and moving on up since 2009, tad boring but the people I work with are fantastic - I love them.
I turned 30 last year (eegads and jeez too) but don't feel any different and am told I look the same as 5 years ago so hmmm still figuring if I enjoy my years moving ahead of me. I can't catch up still stuck somewhere between 10 years ago.
There have been a few curve balls, still trying to hit one and not sure if I like the direction it's flying - involves a best friend and a bit more than that but I am trying to do the best I can and then leave the rest to the future. The future has a way of taking care of things unlike the past where everything stays..hmm that could be a wise saying.
So that's it for now...nothing much but everything and hopefully I update this blog now and then. I miss the blog and I miss letting my thoughts out there...I have not many nor do they always make sense but they're mine and I'd like to read them somewhere down that line we are just pushed on.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

tis a new day tis'

The year that was - 2007

Benazir Bhutto was assasinated at the end of the year, probably to remind us the world is not rid of moronic morons, not like she was the greatest of leaders but hell compared to most cronies today she was not bad either.

Who else made history in 2007?, I don't really remember it all happened too soon, in between i went to another country..and when you travel between countries you tend to feel a little displaced.

It's funny how a conversation when it goes right , helps you find little things you lost and when you try to recollect - you get random bits - that make no sense at all but its all good. It's all good.

I thought by now I will be at one permanent phase of my life, and yet I realise I am not. I thought in between that's it my mind has grown mouldy - thanks to work and mouldy people in general who wouldn't know just how to let their hair down because it is tied up in a knot and stuck with million pins. The mind can never turn mouldy, perhaps a little frosted now and then but it's alive.

Going for a open mic event, drool worthy people (both men and women) and a couple of good songs sung over a guitar. And I shall try and resist buying that extra delectable cheesecake I know is next doors in the same place.. new resolution to junk junk and build me a spanking new trunk...(snoop dogg would be proud with my reference to my boo uutyy)


I don't know how many people do this but I play a song in my head for every moment of my life, I have my very own ost, a regular mix of rock,indie and even hip hop occasionally I get a little kooky and throw in a song from britney spears too! bless her newly plumped lip.

I feel like something is about to happen, something better, I am in love with living right now. In love of just walking down the street in this awesomely cool climate and listening to people with talent and taking in everything... if I could skip I would but I guess people are not ready for a skipping me yet.

Funny few days back I was really sad and I am definetely glad that's over. The part where you get out of your gloom and into a good phase is the best..kinda like falling in love - the rush.


I don't know what 2008 has in store for me maybe it will be the same as 2007 but I want to remember it and so I must must update my blogs for preserving these days.Right now I am just happy for the simple things - a good haircut, fresh pineapple,good music, a keyboard, a few special someones and good thoughts.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Hark! I hear the fart of a Quail!


And then it was heard no more..

Alas, During my life of yore, when yore consisted of no confounded mobile phones so that people who already annoy you face to face can annoy when they are not so face to face. Tis a bane I tell you a bane!

Boons of Yore:

** No mobile phones (when you told your parents you were going out, that's the last you heard of them until you came in )

** We didn't have to worry about transfats - we enjoyed our mayonnaise and wore it proud on our t-shirts! (and my God! we are still alive without any diseases thank you very much! friggin FDA)


**The BMX bikes were all you needed to be cool (unlike today's latest mobiles, ipods and play stations, parents had it cheap!)

**We didn't depend on Cable tv, we had our wild imagination. Most of us had one.

**The Globe didn't decide to warm up yet.

** The 80'S music!!

** Roller skates

Ok I won't be a total hyprocrite, I love the comfort of carrying all your music on a small chip, INTERNET and microwave ovens.


But that doesn't stop me from reminscing about yore,
when we fell in love over and over again,
when being friends didn't mean talking everyday - it just mean't you played in the same playground.
when burping meant a competition among your friends
when looks didn't matter and chubby was cute
when you could carry of neon green shoe laces with panache along with your fake metallic tattoo on your arm
when you were never bored because there was always something to do
when you didn't think abuot where we were going in life, because you were happy in the now

In some ways I feel I still have almost all of that and in some ways I feel I don't, hence I go back to searching for Mr.White Rabbit ( who is late for a date) so I might perhaps accompany him and play a game of cards with the queen of hearts...Although she has this insane habbit of taking people's heads off.


But then again when have people with hearts ever listened to their brains?